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  • Solitude

    A long time ago, I had a girlfriend and I used to sing to her. Continue reading →

  • Naked in the shopping centre

    Mrs Clown sent me an ad for a show with naked dancers Continue reading →

  • Tahiti. Je t’aime.

    Falling in love in French Polynesia. Continue reading →

  • Things I’ve done that you (probably) haven’t

    Score one point for things you’ve done that most people haven’t. Continue reading →

  • Before the winter fire, I will still be dreaming

    Until it’s time to go. Continue reading →

  • When the AI takes our jobs

    Should we all learn to be plumbers? Continue reading →

  • Travels across Thailand

    My adventures ended on a high note. Continue reading →

  • The Spirit of Adventure

    What happened to the spirit of adventure that encouraged young men to go out into the world? Continue reading →

  • How I met your mother

    I met Mrs Clown at the airport. You’ll never guess what happened next. Continue reading →

  • Travels across Thailand

    My adventures ended on a high note. Continue reading →

  • Urbs vs Suburbs

    The Ragged Clown finds his home at last. Continue reading →

  • Virgin at Prayer

    Did people in the old days experience new paintings the way we experience new technology? Continue reading →

  • Most philosophers are wrong

    Not every philosopher was wrong about everything but most were wrong about most things. Continue reading →

  • Death is the mother of beauty

    This woman dreams of dying. Continue reading →

  • I Was in the Navy You Know

    I was looking for a picture of a freshly inked tattoo. I knew it was there somewhere… Continue reading →

  • Australia. It’s really big.

    Sydney to Cairns. Cairns to Darwin. Continue reading →

  • Story so far…

    I haven’t told my story in a while. I’ll start with some symptoms from the old days. Continue reading →

  • Lonely in the Automat

    I’ve always thought of automats as lonely, melancholy places. Continue reading →

  • The Naughtiest Boy in School

    Chapter three of my memoirs. Schooldays. Continue reading →

  • What day is it?

    My story pops back into my memory sometimes in those twilight moments between waking and sleeping. Continue reading →

  • The Terrible Mr Gooden

    Mr Gooden was terrifying and a tyrant and he altered the course of my life more than anyone else. Continue reading →

  • Life in the Falklands

    What would life have been like if Ken and Bill had headed down to those desolate islands? Continue reading →

  • Drawing: Sade

    Diamond nights and ruby lights. High in the sky. Continue reading →

  • Chapter One — Leaving Home

    I had twenty quid, a St Christopher and a change of clothes. I didn’t look back. Continue reading →

  • A Fresh Look

    Inside every old person is a young person who doesn’t really understand that he’s old now. Continue reading →

  • Drawing: Ingrid Bergman

    A kiss is still a kiss. Continue reading →

  • Gliomas — An Owner’s Guide

    The first thing they say is “Whatever you do, do not Google for information about your tumour.” Continue reading →

  • My Deepest Shame

    Roger Ebert has written a powerful, meandering essay about shame. He inspired me to add my own. Continue reading →

  • Levi Stubbs’ Tears

    At least she could get some enjoyment out of being alone. Continue reading →

  • Newlyweds

    Was it yesterday that we got married? Or the day before? Continue reading →

  • Cultural Loss

    Folks on the left often say that fear of immigration is just a thinly disguised appeal to racism. I disagree. Continue reading →

  • Drawing: Charcoal Lady

    The only time I ever drew with charcoal. Continue reading →

  • How long have I got?

    A terminal cancer diagnosis sucks. Does it help to know long you have left? Continue reading →

  • Crossing the Line

    Crossing the line is an important milestone in a young sailor’s life. Continue reading →

  • Hey! Teacher! Leave them kids alone!

    Did your teachers leave them kids alone? Mine didn’t. Continue reading →

  • How to write a philosophy essay

    I feel like I have got the hang of writing philosophy essays. Here are some tips. Continue reading →

  • John Barleycorn Must Die

    One thousand years later, beer is still excellent and the song is still fantastic. Continue reading →

  • Twenty Years of Blogging

    Ragged Clown has been posting for twenty years Continue reading →

  • Who should have the best flutes?

    The purpose of a flute is to make beautiful music. Who should own them? Continue reading →

  • Always go to the funeral

    Sitting in those pews transports me back through my memories. Continue reading →

  • Good news can be unsettling too

    We went to see a new oncologist yesterday. Continue reading →

  • Carcinomies and Muggles

    I discovered a world that I only saw dimly before Continue reading →

  • It Changed My Life – Book Four

    I opened the book and, on the very first page, was the program that changed my life. Continue reading →

  • An End To Weeping

    It cost me an E string and the skin off the top of my ring finger but I am done. Making music is hard. Continue reading →

  • What is the meaning of it all?

    The End-of-Life Handbook recommends using ritual to create meaning. Continue reading →

  • Basic Training at HMS Fisgard

    New Entry training in the Navy was the hardest thing I have ever done. Continue reading →

  • In a Cemetery

    Nan was less than two years away from her century. She was born before the First World War. Continue reading →

  • Procrastinating authentically

    Making choices was never this hard before. Continue reading →

  • The Gift of a Book

    I love buying books for people who will get pleasure from them Continue reading →

  • The taste of cancer

    Because it’s ALL THE TIME, I’ve come to think of it as the taste of cancer. Continue reading →

  • Philosophy at the Pub

    “Life, if well lived, is long enough.” Continue reading →

  • Morning Rain Clouds Up My Window

    My tea’s gone cold, I’m wondering why I got out of bed at all. Continue reading →

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